Forever and always…or not.

there’s nothing sadder than having to acknowledge to yourself that the man you’ve been holding onto dear hope for is simply a lost cause. Seven years wasted. He’s too far gone to ever be an ounce of the man he once was. The dark side, fast life and string of bag bitch whores has forever consumed him. I have to let him go, indefinitely.

Frankly I’d rather be alone for the rest of my life than to have to sit around constantly trying to discern what’s the truth, how much of it is lies, endlessly stressed out about where and who he’s doing, or stressed out about my feelings and needs not meaning shit to him and/or not being met on any level. Been there, done that – it was a fucking living nightmare hell.

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