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I keep pleading, begging, bargaining, wishing, willing, and praying every second of everyday for the universe to bring him back to me. Its physically, emotionally and spiritually draining collectively using every ounce of your inner will to spend every second emitting an unspoken plea to an something that no one has ever seen but a fundamental part of my life beliefs. I haven’t missed a day, not even a minute where my inside voice screams out my heart felt plea to return my missing piece. No place and no one will ever be home – home was/is whenever he was/is. No one else will ever complete me. I don’t even give them the chance to try – they’re not him. No one will ever be able to fill or diminish my love or need for him. I miss him…. the sadness is maddening. I continue to wait and wait and wait. Every minute feels like a lifetime. I still sit in constant hopeful anticipation that he’ll come through the door like he has thousands of times. Each time he did I felt my chest loosen, my heart would finally stop hurting….he was my world. A world I never wanted to leave. Its all just too much….. the loneliness and abandonment are far heavier to carry than his lies, cheating, disloyalty and betrayal combined.