I’ve spent most of my life in a constant state of waiting for some missing piece to feel like a whole person again. I’m constantly waiting for that unspoken missing piece to return so I could finally get back to living instead of this endless fucked off state of merely existing. I wait and wait and wait…. stagnant, full of void, a faint hope that today might finally be the day I’m whole again and can get back to actually living life again. Five years I’ve been forced into a state of nothingness, frozen in time waiting for my missing pieces to restore my soul again.

I’m done waiting. I’m relieved I’ve finally had enough of the nothingness. I will no longer be fucked off. I will find another way to fulfill that vast void that has kept me on pause for extremely way too long.

Wish me luck.

xoxo

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