How do you forgive someone who strategically dismantled all the parts of you that made you who you are for their own selfish musings….? Slowly broken apart with every broken promise, with every lie, each second he ignored my needs to entertain himself with meaningless unsavory and unworthy women, every minute I left to sit, alone, wanting nothing else in the world but him. How could one ever forgive someone who so publicly and unapologetically shit on your love, time and time again, only to use that deep seeded pulsing through my veins love as a tool to ultimately destroy everything that made me Me? Silently I say I silent prayer to whomever, if anyone, may. be listening to give me the unbinding freedom to simply forget him. Forgiveness would be too much and far too late to matter at this point. I simply want him completely extracted from my mind and burned from my soul. Only then will I find my path again to happiness. Love has no place in my life anymore. Its unwanted and not welcome.
With any luck he’ll be needed back in hell where he belongs. I can’t help but wonder who’s running hell as I know he’s been quite occupied terrorizing me relentlessly so longer than I can assign a number too – and that was a 24/7 pastime for him. I’m sure hell is happy to get him back.
Xoxo….Thank the heavens above a new year is just over the horizon.
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