Alton Sisson (Pipelayer – Salem/Portland/Bend/Redmond, OR) ✔️PROSTITUTES ✔️SEX ✔️DRUGS ✔️CHEATING MANWHORE ✔️PORN ADDICT ✔️CHRONIC LIAR ✔️HOMELESS ✔️GAMBLING ADDICT ✔️FELON ✔️F*CKS THROW AWAYS & BAG B*TCHES ✔️Tainted AF ✔️Desperate OLD ONLINE DATING WHORE

3:00AM

“Why don’t you go in the bathroom so I can smoke.”

He’s become completely unbearable. Juvenile antics wouldn’t even begin to touch the surface of the straight retarded shit I’m barely surviving when around him. The tv volume could make you bleed from you ear drums. Same with the car radio. The stupid shit that pops out of his mouth like toxic diarrhea NEVER STOPS. Marginal tasks that would take a normal person less than 5 minutes he will somehow turn it into some dramatic all day long ordeal.

Everything i do or say is wrong it 4 not good enough. EVERYTHING. I could do a million things to perfection that would go unacknowledged but without fail the one thing to criticise he’ll relentless demean me over. He loves nothing more than to verbalize my imperfections, misgivings and character flaws. Daily he reminds me of the many many flaws i have as a person. Sex has even turned into more of a chore and excessively drawn out job with the end result usually including disappointment.

All i know is that I’m beyond ready to find a real man who knows how to put my needs and happiness as a priority, especially over a smart phone. I can’t imagine it’s going to be too hard to find a man that will happily treat me just as shitty as my now ex did, if not better. I’ve got to take the bandaid approach to dating – i just need to rip it off and jump back into it. Life’s too short to keep treading water just to hurry up and get no where fast. By new years I have high hopes to being in a new, happier, more fulfilling relationship… with just as many, plus more amazing orgasms! Let the count down begin.

Xoxo.