One of the best days of my life was recently when I was able to get through a day where no matter what was thrown my way I felt nothing. No matter how many times I got calls, no matter how many text messages that popped up with his name I got, no matter how many visual reminders I had of a past life that no longer existed, no song on the radio brought my former feelings for him to the surface, etc…. the day I was able to get through without feeling anything anymore- it was the best day ever. I breathed a welcome sigh of relief. I realized I was finally over….him.
The man who he is now is no man I would ever want to be with. Ever.
There’s an unspoken power that comes with the freedom when you no longer have to worry about how your actions may impact another person when you free to live your life exactly how you want to live it and on the schedule you want to live it because you no longer give a s*** how your choices in life decisions will attack another person’s overall happiness longevity loyalty excetera it’s quite freeing and quite liberating I’m quite inspiring to try a new and great things that you would have once not allowed yourself to indulge in at the respect of another’s feelings wants and wishes best thing that ever that guy ever did was f****** pull his b******* and leave me behind. the day he did that he set me free.
All that’s left now is to patiently wait. When the truth about who he really is finally came to light, as the truth always does, I made a promise, a vow, a life mission to respond in a way he’d never forget….he’s well aware of this. So now I patiently wait… Karma and the universe have been good to me in the past. When the time is right I will put the final nail in the coffin, metaphorically speaking, and then resume a life where he’s once past existence in mine will never be acknowledged again. Ever.
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