Alton Sisson (Pipelayer – Salem/Portland/Bend/Redmond, OR) ✔️PROSTITUTES ✔️SEX ✔️DRUGS ✔️CHEATING MANWHORE ✔️PORN ADDICT ✔️CHRONIC LIAR ✔️HOMELESS ✔️GAMBLING ADDICT ✔️FELON ✔️F*CKS THROW AWAYS & BAG B*TCHES ✔️Tainted AF ✔️Desperate OLD ONLINE DATING WHORE

God I desperately with there was a pill, or hypnosis or hell I’d settle for a lobotomy at this point…. if I could only find a way to quit unconditionally loving a man who chronically lies and to whom redefines what it means to be disloyal. Once again Alton has left my heart shattered. I don’t even know what’s real or not real in our lives anymore. Wtf?! Smh. I don’t even know what to say or think. His version of love ends up being soul crushingly painful. I don’t think I’ll ever be complete again. He’s broken me so so so many times. I wish I could quit loving him. I wish there was a magic fix-all to give me back my 7 years and the ability to forget he even existed. I pledged my heart to him and have stood behind that promise only to be betrayed yet again. Fuck this hurts so bad.

Tonight I Wanna Cry https://g.co/kgs/4Qr15R

Xoxo 💋

…. amazing that just a few hours before my world imploded I messaged him this…. turns out I wasn’t wrong. 💔💔💔💔😥