this will likely be my last post on this blog. It has served its purpose. It got me through the heartbreak of a lifetime.. nothing, and I mean nothing, will never be able to hurt, impact and destroy me worse than losing the love of my life Alton.
But I’ve finally come to a place of acceptance. He is who he is, which most certainly was miles away from being the man that he claimed he was. I have no one to blame but myself. I surrendered into my love for him without second thought. I adored, cherished, and craved that man on levels I didn’t know possible. When it was good it was beyond great, it made me feel complete, his presence made any place feel like home, he was my missing piece. The love I felt for him was ingrained into every cell of my existence. My connection to him felt larger than life, as if some unseen master mind had designed us to be together, forever, in this lifetime and the others to follow. But my love blinded me from seeing who and what he truly is. And that’s a person I could never be compatible with- I have standards, morals and values and respect for him as my partner – he no longer has any virtues left, at all. But i’m at a good place with it now. I celebrate that for 5 years I got to experience such a life changing love. A love that will forever remain until my very last breath.
this blog has served its purpose but now it’s time to move on. I will be starting a new blog soon as many great things are happening now and i’m excited to share them with you all.

take care. Always & forever xoxo 💋
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