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every song on the radio reminds me of you. I continue to sit, waiting, every noise catches my breath in Hope that it’s you. I wasn’t done loving you, I never will be. When I say always and forever I mean it. I will always be yours…. no matter how much you continue to betray, ignore and fuck me off. Despite your hellish efforts to make me hate you I, unlike you, just can’t turn off my love for you and continue on like 5 years meant nothing.

again, i’m alone. I’ve lost count how long it’s been since you lied, cheated and left me to sit Away rotting so you can embarrass both of us with grossly inappropriate behavior. But I know your too immature, irresponsible and selfish to realize how fucked up you and your tweaker life is. I pray endlessly that the strong, driven, respectable man that I fell so completely and hopelessly in love with will resurface again someday. You were once a great man I was so proud of and in ccomplete awe and admiration of you. I felt like the luckiest woman in the world.Just the briefest sight of you made me wet in desire. I masturbate to picturing you, shirtless, your muscles defined and chiseled from hard work, your chest hair gives me goosebumps. I’m sorry im not like you. I can’t turn off love. Wish I could. Lord I’ve tried everything yet it stays just as deep rooted as the very first time I laid eyes on on your stunning face. I love you. I miss you. But I Also understand what kind of person you are now. Its so sad and disappointing who you let yourself fall to in life.

I hope you’re well. Im not. but I also know you truly don’t care.

Xoxo always and forever 💋