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…. sleep still evades me. I am always waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting for someone who won’t be coming. Nonetheless I still find myself waiting. I fear I won’t ever feel like me again without him. Everyday i try to convince myself its gonna get easier with time… isn’t love supposed to fade?!? Yet here I sit, alone like always, seemingly permanently frozen or on a life pause for a man who won’t ever be coming. What’s wrong with me?!? He was HORRIBLE to me…. why did I have to fall so uncontrollably in love with such a cruel heartless man? I was a fool. And second after second, day after day, I continue to pay for that soul crushing forever life altering moment that happened the very moment I met him. How was I to know that brief electrical moment would be the beginning of my undoing???? Life can be such a bitch. Thanks universe!!! Really threw me a bone with that narcissist selfish sociopath didn’t ya? Thanks bitch 🖕

xoxo sweet dreams to everyone but me.