goodbye doesn’t cut it

the moment when you have to acknowledge to yourself with the person that you actually fell madly in love it is not the person that you found out that they ended up being is more devastating than the day you find out that Santa Claus isn’t real or if Disneyland for the forever close that kind of Devastation it’s a thousand times worse than that there truly is no way to adequately Express in words just how devastating and just disappointing it is to find out that the person that you thought you loved ended up being a tweaked out f****** manwhore drug dealing loser who is now tainted beyond belief, now rendered completely unfuckable. And I’d never be so desperate or hate myself enough to date someone who acts as gross and inappropriate as alton does now

my heart goes out to anyone in the future he may sleep with, knowing him he won’t disclose the fact he’s tainted now for the rest of his life. I’ve never been more relieved that I listened to my gut and insisted he wear a condom. The level he has fallen to in life is unbelievable and soul crushingly sad. It was all for nothing. Smh

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