Weekend Waste

Surprise surprise for the 5th! Yes I said FIFTH weekend in a row I’m once again being held in some fucked off power trip move by some inattentive faggot game playing selfish fuck who thinks it’s perfectly appropriate to use me for everything that benefits him and yet day after day after day I continue to suffer – not one of my even basic needs to ever allocated for and any time I state I have an appt or a place I need to be it can NEVER be met. Last week I had to miss a very much needed doctors appointment that took me 2 weeks just to get so he could call in a “covid” claim at work so he could work on his cars.

So this morning he wakes up, feeling fine enough to get a blow job and wouldn’t you know it – the moment he’s done coming he magically has heartburn ‘so bad’ that my needs have to go UNMET AGAIN and I’m forced back into being his subservient winch expected to jump at his every whim while I’m chronically fucked off. The only reason he has me here is to prevent me from being happy. I’m fully capable of living a happy and productive life away from his endless drama, unnecessary chaos, his habitual lies, his scandalous nasty cheating antics online, etc. And I think he knows that so he goes out of his way to tear me down. He knows i can’t make money being his Cinderella of this Tweakerland, he knows how much it upsets me And my son being apart for an undetermined number of days, which subsequently keep getting dragged out for longer and longer stretches each time – it’s a never ending power struggle, games and manipulation on his part just to convince him to take me home. I’ve used up every person and resource i had and spent hundreds of dollars in the past just to find my own way back home the 60 miles. This is borderline torture – and it’s all completely unnecessary and unwarranted as i know I’ve been patiently waiting for him to sort out the demons of the past, but at this point he has crossed every hurtful, toxic, demeaning line. He’s spend months now cutting me down to nothing just to keep using me as a stepping stone to better his own life. I wish someone made sure my every need was being tended to daily. Must be nice….not that he ever acknowledges me or appreciates it.

Why did I fall so helplessly for the devil himself???

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