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Fml. There’s no simpler way to state it. I sit here completely in disbelief that I’ve once again found myself sitting in what I can only describe as a trial run of what hell must be like….the overwhelming feelings of distraught, hurt, anger, disrespect and sheer utter disbelief are on the edge of boiling over. How can someone

Comes home straight from work and bee-lines instantly to the bathroom. No kiss hello….shocker. Mind you, although he was too preoccupied to notice, he came home to all of his laundry being washed, folded and put away. A clean set of clothes, as well as a set of work clothes for the next day, have been placed on the bed ready for him. The floors have been swept and vacuumed. The furniture dusted and polished. The bed looks exquisitely made, the pillows fluffed and placed perfectly. I patiently wait for his arrival, showered and looking sexy wearing black leggings and a white fishnet long sleeve top, sans a bra…. frankly, I was certain he’d love the surprise and want to strip down and mess up the bed pillows properly.

I was disregarded without so much as a second glance. No acknowledgment whatsoever. I might as well of been a ghost.

Hearing a woman say how much “she loves his bed and has been looking for one just like it”, as he asked me to step out of view into the bathroom before opening his bedroom door.

To be continued……the weight of reality is making it hard to reaccount… this is all so defeating…i pray to find a way to numb these feelings….why must he be so selfish??? Fml. Why?!?