Its very disappointing watching someone time and time again do everything in their power to reaffirm what a top knotch grade-a piece of shit they are. Just once I wanted him to ‘man up’ and prove me wrong. Just once I wanted to feel that unspoken radiant sense of pride that he finally pulled his head out of his ass and did things in a manner I could respect and be proud of….yet, alas, he wasted another missed opportunity being the lowlife, immoral, degenerate, womanizing embarrassment that he is now. I’ve told myself time and time again that enough is enough and its time to cut the dead weight free for good. But time and time again i foolishly set myself up for heart ache and disappointment by still clinging onto that ever so small sliver of hope that maybe, just maybe, he will wise up to the gross, bottom of the barrel, unacceptable way he’s living and start acting in a manner that’s respectable, inspiring and responsible. Clearly – today isn’t that day.
I’ve been telling him for months now that I’m done waiting….well, today is the day. I’m moving on. The first step is the hardest but I’m done sitting around, alone, listening to the minutes tick by…. I’ve waited long enough… now it’s time to get back to being me.
On that note – I’m dropping the mic. I have dinner plans to get ready for.
💋 xoxo
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